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   Pagi mendung dingin mengiringi perjalanan saya ke pejabat pada hari ini. Sebelum ini saya hanya memandu kereta untuk pergi dan pulang dari pejabat. Tetapi harini ini sahaja nak cuba menggunakan pengangkutan awam. Persiapan awal telah saya selesai saya lakukan, dengan mengambil kira anggaran masa dan perbelanjaan tiket. Jam 6.30 meluncur meninggalkan UIAM Gombak dan tiba di stesen LRT Gombak jam 6.45. Alhamdulillah sampai-sampai sahaja dah ada train menunggu. Pada saya kekerapan perjalanan LRT amat memuaskan kerna kita tidak perlu tunggu lama. Jam 7.15 minit pagi saya selamat tiba di Stesen KL Sentral. Namun ada sesuatu yang menarik perhatian saya ketika berada di dalam gerabak KTM tadi. Memang diakui saya sejenis manusia yang suka memerhati dan tidak terkecuali menjustifikasikan orang..ok ini tabiat kurang baik. Di dalam pemerhatian saya sepanjang perjalanan tadi, ada beberapa perkara yang menarik perhatian saya. Suasana. Ya suasana di dalam gerabak itu sendiri. Normalnya, setiap orang akan menghabiskan masa mereka dengan bermain dengan telefon pintar mereka. Ada yang bermain permainan video, menonton video dan tidak kurang juga yang mengemas kini status di laman sosial. Satu yang menarik pemerhatian saya ialah tiga daripada 8 orang yang sedang menggunakan telefon bimbit mereka sedang merenung telefon mereka seakan-akan tembus hingga ke lantai. Bibir mereka terkumat-kamit dan sesekali kening berkerut( tersilap la tu). Tenang dan damai. Entah tidak tahu mengapa begitu terasa di jiwa pabila melihat tiga orang itu. Lamunan tersentak pabila terlihat tangan sendiri. Alangkah lucunya, setiap insan di dalam gerabak ini diberi masa yang sama. Dan tiga orang insan disekeliling saya telah menggunakannya dengan sebaiknya. Perlahan screen lock dinyahaktif dengan swioe up dan perisian Al-quran dicari. BOOM! Telefon mati. Dah meragam balik dah dia.. Jam 7.45 saya selamat sampai di stesen kereta api Kg Dato Harun. Sambil kaki melangkah 1.8 KM menuju pejabat, hati menelan scebis pahit cemburu, cemburu mereka yang menggunakan masa sebaiknya. Selamat bekerja, semua.

KAhFi guys~

Kemon2

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   When i was 8 years old,we were still living in a kampung society at Tanjung layang, Selangor. The first light was always beautiful and stunning as our home was near to the beach. We were living with my late grandmother, Wan.. Every morning before we went to school, we used to listen to Michael Buble song. During that time his "sway" song was a hit. I enjoyed much of it!. But the voice and sounds that i will always remembers and cherish was the Doa pagi nasyid. It was aired by IKIM fm. Somehow, because of that daily expose, i could remembers and sing every single word of that nasyid. I guess it was sang by Hijjaz if i was not mistaken .Point is,if we keep doing something, repeating it for numbers of time, we will get used to it.The same concept applicable to reciting surahtul kahf. At first,it was hard for me. Panjang gile kut !.But now alhamdulillah. I could barely finished it in an hour time. For me, it was an achievement unlock, haha.

kAhfi guys~
kemon2

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[kuari pasir belakang mahallah bilal]

   Semenjak menyambung pelajaran di uia gombak, saya kekal dan selesa menetap di mahallah bilal. Dan kebetulan bilik saya benar-benar menghadap jalan ke Kg Sungai Pusu. Bertentangan dengan blok saya pula adalah sebuah kuari saya kira, atau mini kuari lebih tepat. Dua tahun sudah saya disini, saya melihat, mendengar, dan merasa sendiri segala apa yang mereka kerjakan. Bayangkan setiap hari jam 6.30 pagi jentera-jentera berat mereka telah mula beroperasi. Seharian membanting tulang, kira-kira jam 6 petang baru mereka berhenti. Pada saya inilah salah satu realiti kehidupan yang bakal ditempuh. Tatkala saya masih boleh lena menunggu kelas jam 11, mereka telah memerah keringat. hebat, memang hebat. Suka juga jika dapat saya kaitkan beginilah hendaknya hidup kita diatas dunia ini. Bekerja dan berusaha demi menuai kejayaannya di akhirat kelak.

kAhfi guys~ kemon2

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I do agree that social media such as Twitter, Facebook and instagram connects humans around the world amazingly. The idea of freedom to share and express your feelings and thoughts on the internet was good. But everything has its own good n bad side. Even a coin has two side. At times when your emotions aren't stable is the time where you should distant yourself from such apps. Because you never know if you had shared what you shouldn't during that fragile condition.

*A moment of patience in a moment of anger saves a thousand moments of regret.*

I'm telling you because it is real, and it is ugly when you realised that you had crossed the line..

kAhFi guys ~ kemon2

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   Among the memory that i cherished the most during my school time was when I'm in lower form of smkbbst.We were living in the hostel, which vacated about 10% of the school total students. Forgive me if my math is wrong,luls. Anyways, usually every fajr we would have this some sort of gathering, normally we call it as "role call,morning call, perhimpunan pagi, yadayada.." . So basically during that time the seniors will check the cleanliness of the dorm, cadar kena tegang, tingkap bukak and so on. But one thing that I loved and longing untill now was when we performed Takbir Wida' together, wholeheartedly. It really boost our morale n energy in the morning before we step into the classroom. The session was conducted just as we were in a "war". A leader upfront leading us,and we were in horizontal lines crossing arms among us,shoulder to shoulder, tightly and strongly. Oh how I missed those moments. Point is,when you started doing something regularly, you gonna feel empty if you don't do it :') . Don't forget to make salawat as much as you can as we are celebrating the birth of the prophet (pbuh).

‪#‎sollualannabiy‬

KAhFi guys~ kemon2